Does it mean something if she seems to get prettier everytime I see her? My mind seems to be playing tricks on me...

overwhelmed by hmk and it's like the 2nd proper week of school. pffft. I'm not mixing well with my class at all. Still sticking to my OG and my RI friends... sigh it's like sec 1 all over again, just that you know a few ppl. RA's getting to me. so many stuff to do sian. guess I will just press on and hope for the best. last minute mugging for bioO...will it work?

no one sees the tears I have in my eyes. does anyone really understand me? Is what's happening to my life what I really want? Do they care?

/How do people remain so optimistic. "Keep a smile on your face and keep going", they always say. "When the going gets tough, the tough gets going".

Am I good enough? Or am I not? Things seem to get tougher as life goes on... "There's no free meal in this world", they say. "Aim for the stars". At least, you will hit the moon.

Life's complicated. It seems that lies told for a really long time, even to yourself, become real after a while. I will just keep on smiling, and press on. For my spirit will never be crushed.

You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is like an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty.

haha shit now I just have to not lose faith in myself.