wishlist: Orient Symphony with black dial. Why are you so hard to find tsk

week 6 blues. culture. why. you. so. amorphous. and. hard. to. comprehend. argh.

Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts.
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone.
Or keep a straight face.

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I have sworn to myself
That I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.

so that's how it feels when you aren't reciprocated. Guess it's time to start basing my decisions on logic again instead of my irrational fickle feelings.