Think before you look before you look before you leap.

I just learnt a little more about my dad today. he great at carpentry. lol. He's gonna make a sort of make shift altar for my grandparents so my parents and my relatives can pray and present offerings to my grandparents at the columbarium. It quite basic really, just foldable legs with a wooden platform.

But I admire his way of improvisation. When we were about to put the screws in place (I was sort of observing/helping), we found out that they were too long for the board, so they would stick out. I thought of buying smaller screws, but then my dad decided to dismantle a wooden box he found somewhere in the house to so that we add additional layers of wood at the legs to match the length of the screws. and it worked., of course.


I was thinking about red cross in the morning while sitting in the car, which was going to the epson repair centre cos my printer died. And i rmbred Deo saying that the other schools had imba cadets we cannot match. And I agree. I can't speak for the rest, but I was a downright lousy cadet. I didn't really speak up, didn't volunteer myself much, and yea. Basically a shadow unless being forced to participate. So I don't know. Maybe the whole 'everyone can be a leader thing' in RI has lead to us not being good followers. Cos to me a good cadet is ultimately a good follower. Or maybe it is just me that got affected.

Life is just unfair. Some things you really want to get, but always seem just that bit away from you. and some things you don't even want, yet keep coming back to you.


Why did I take RA? Till this day, I'm not that sure. We take the same paper with RP for goodness sake. But I guess at least having a slack teacher allows me not to do homework, which is great.


I really need to know more people. Confining myself to RI and Red Cross is just making it such a small social circle...

I just found out that there is something called blogroll in the design tab. lol. so i added some connections. after so long.

with 3 links, thats pretty miserable. But i guess I'm just too I too ask for others to link me.


People might be thinking that I will post abt FAC.

That would be right. We screwed up, but I think the problem stemmed from how we conducted trainings. I think its time to change it a little. Hopefully the change my batch brings will solve the problem.

Hopefully.

Last week of boarding! Last week till FACOM too...

I realise I have so much to learn from my batch mates. So many of them quietly working hard for the unit. What I've done is so inadequate compared to what they do. 

Anyway, I think my revision of eoys is slowly starting. Hopefully I will do better than myes.

I hate it when people complain and not take into others' feelings. You know that your attitude or working mtd sucks, but you change it. You expect others to understand, and compromise with you? Wishful thinking.

Yes. We may be insensitive freaks. But why are we so? I guess we already have the answer.