so my birthday's almost over. Every year, it's not celebrated with much fanfare (partly cos it's in the middle of school holidays). I like it that way I guess. Just a simple meal with my family, some well wishes from friends...
haha at least I got a bday present today. From a friend. Finally. Thanks Anabelle! Card was even handwritten sia. naise.

so my birthday present will be the Galaxy S3 that's not out yet. Not bad I guess.

Still need to go school tmr. sigh. and havent really started on homework. Or studying for the tests coming up. psssh die liao

so it seems almost every guy has gone crazy once they go over to rj. So I'm gonna try to keep my sanity by focusing on my work, and ignore everything else. haha at least it's isn't as complicated for me as it is for some of my friends. Should I be thankful that I'm more of a thinking person so I don't get affected that easily by my feelings? no idea anymore.

Does it mean something if she seems to get prettier everytime I see her? My mind seems to be playing tricks on me...

overwhelmed by hmk and it's like the 2nd proper week of school. pffft. I'm not mixing well with my class at all. Still sticking to my OG and my RI friends... sigh it's like sec 1 all over again, just that you know a few ppl. RA's getting to me. so many stuff to do sian. guess I will just press on and hope for the best. last minute mugging for bioO...will it work?

no one sees the tears I have in my eyes. does anyone really understand me? Is what's happening to my life what I really want? Do they care?

/How do people remain so optimistic. "Keep a smile on your face and keep going", they always say. "When the going gets tough, the tough gets going".

Am I good enough? Or am I not? Things seem to get tougher as life goes on... "There's no free meal in this world", they say. "Aim for the stars". At least, you will hit the moon.

Life's complicated. It seems that lies told for a really long time, even to yourself, become real after a while. I will just keep on smiling, and press on. For my spirit will never be crushed.

You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is like an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty.

haha shit now I just have to not lose faith in myself.

So I haven't blogged in a while. First two days in junior college was really boring...just full of talks which I feel is quite useless (at least right now).

I somehow got into biora. Never Really expected it, considering the sheer number of Bio ra from sec 4 trying for it again in j1. Don't really know if I made the right choice to enter biora though. It seems that the longer I stay in school, the higher chance there is that I end up in a class where I'm gonna get owned by everyone else in class and become last. Zzz. Why can't life just be a little easier for me(why must ppl be so smart?!) the girl who scored 294 for psle is also in biora. Talks about a tough year ahead man.

The programme for iGeo is finally starting. Excused from the first half of school on Monday. Not that I will miss anything.

Still have no idea what cca I should join. Service clubs? Entre? Or other random clubs like recas?

No idea. Now I have to really start to brush up on my geog and bio (not really brush up for bio, more like try to catch up with the rest of the class).

Ggfied.

On a side note, I don't really see how an iPad is all that useful. Used it to type this post out, and it's not really that enjoyable an experience (probably cos there isn't a proper blogger app for the iPad). It's user friendly, and easy to use, but without flash it's quite useless to watch vids. Let's just hope html5 gets adopted by sites soon. Plus I have to put everything in iTunes first before I can put it on the iPad. Ultra restrictive. Why can't it be open like android, but still user friendly? That would be tablets and phones I would buy.