Thursday's OG outing was super fun. Time passes too fast in the holidays dammit. Went to jiaxing's house to lepak, and the house was freaking huge haha (though on hindsight, it should be the same size as my house, after clearing all the clutter oops). Block catching, halo, project gotham racing, wii and cards with our usual murderer    really made my day. Especially the green star thing and uber nice choccake for my bday! haha thanks kibs ivan and mengmeng for their hardwork making the star, and jiaxing for keeping (and probably eating) the remaining half of the cake xP BUT I didn't like the caking part tbh. haha spoilsport sia. too bad. To me it's a waste of food to smear precious delicious cake onto someone's face X.X

Isn't it quite sad that this is like one of the few times friends actually celebrate my birthday >.< I think I alr posted about this a few days ago... still sad though.

Haha I really think my OG is awesome! All the other OGs are (more or less) dead liao. At least ours still meets up... 

Chem is killing me. topic 1 seems easy until I try the questions and go wtf. So dead for the lecture test on Monday. 

And I haven't mugged bio yet. huge topic on biomolecules. shit......

And geog homework hasnt been done.

So I shall focus on my studies right now and not think about other *useless* stuff. yup :/

so my birthday's almost over. Every year, it's not celebrated with much fanfare (partly cos it's in the middle of school holidays). I like it that way I guess. Just a simple meal with my family, some well wishes from friends...
haha at least I got a bday present today. From a friend. Finally. Thanks Anabelle! Card was even handwritten sia. naise.

so my birthday present will be the Galaxy S3 that's not out yet. Not bad I guess.

Still need to go school tmr. sigh. and havent really started on homework. Or studying for the tests coming up. psssh die liao

so it seems almost every guy has gone crazy once they go over to rj. So I'm gonna try to keep my sanity by focusing on my work, and ignore everything else. haha at least it's isn't as complicated for me as it is for some of my friends. Should I be thankful that I'm more of a thinking person so I don't get affected that easily by my feelings? no idea anymore.

Does it mean something if she seems to get prettier everytime I see her? My mind seems to be playing tricks on me...

overwhelmed by hmk and it's like the 2nd proper week of school. pffft. I'm not mixing well with my class at all. Still sticking to my OG and my RI friends... sigh it's like sec 1 all over again, just that you know a few ppl. RA's getting to me. so many stuff to do sian. guess I will just press on and hope for the best. last minute mugging for bioO...will it work?

no one sees the tears I have in my eyes. does anyone really understand me? Is what's happening to my life what I really want? Do they care?

/How do people remain so optimistic. "Keep a smile on your face and keep going", they always say. "When the going gets tough, the tough gets going".

Am I good enough? Or am I not? Things seem to get tougher as life goes on... "There's no free meal in this world", they say. "Aim for the stars". At least, you will hit the moon.

Life's complicated. It seems that lies told for a really long time, even to yourself, become real after a while. I will just keep on smiling, and press on. For my spirit will never be crushed.

You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is like an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty.

haha shit now I just have to not lose faith in myself.