Sudden.

I just realised something.


I'm no longer in kindergarden, where I didnt know what was going on; I am not in P3, where I cried over bad results and still got first; I am not in P4, where I was addicted to a gba ( yes, the gba with no backlight); I am not in P5-6, where I was overshadowed by one guy for the 2 years; I am not in Sec 1, where I started working hard again; I am not in sec 2, when I fell to the vices of arrogance.

I am in Sec 3 now.

Another total change in studying style. I am actually mugging for the first time in my life.

Change is never bad. It is the only thing that is constant in nature. It is what we must and will adapt to. 

hm... talking about that... maybe that's how we as a species achieved sentinence? A sudden revelation of inteeligence, of the knowledge that intimately distinguish ourselves for other animals, yet the line between 'them' and 'us' are becoming more and more blurred?

Maybe we are just thinking too much. We might just be freaks controlled by aliens that are laughing at us as I type. Or we could just be as ignorant as the 'others', and our ignorance is blinding us from that fact. We will never know.

Sentinence could have just been an adaptation to our harsh environment. To conquer new habitats, to improve our standard of living, to triumph as 'king' over all other living things on Earth... is intelligence the tool that is used to do these? We may never know.

Change is a constant in nature. We might all turn retarded tomorrow and I will not be able to read my post. We may never know.