Feeling down. What's the point of working so hard? You get shit. Nice big fat pieces of shit.


Life is so godam unfair. wow. You get to be a leader. You know what we have learnt so far? How to not screw up. And then? We still screw up. "Nothing is ever perfect, just the extent its screwed up". Wow. I'm loving it. Every moment.

Look at the other UGs. Sometimes going backwards is going forwards.