I have never put in my very best into something I did in life, probably one of many weaknesses. It's so weird, feeling like giving up so easily after facing a few difficulties. Everytime I looked at how an athlete can keep cool under such immense pressure in a game, or even if he/she lost, kept going and kept telling himself/herself that he/she was gonna win eventually. That kind of perseverance, self-motivation is something I see myself starting to lack even more and more.

Is it just fatigue? Or just that it's so easy to give up and move on? I laughed at how JW gave up so easily. I guess I'm no better, if not worse. So what if your heart hurts? You never had any right to say anything anyway.

Life's great.

time to focus, not to be distracted.

so I gather from my belated birthday card from my class (thanks! :D) that I'm funny, sincere and gay -.- pffft image bad ttm T.T haha

lots of stuff to post.

got my geog prize again. 3 years out of 4. not bad...but always 2nd zz. dam lame.
I've always thought that my profiling of ISFJ was wrong, that I was an ISTJ. I guess that I really do use my feelings to decide more than my thoughts, though I still tend to rationalise things alot (argh personality conflict!). It's like how education wants to make you a rational being while I just want to just do what I feel. pfft.

Apparently SFs are background leaders...I guess that means saigang warriors haha. shit.

Ms Ang, my GP teacher analysed my signature yesterday and said that I was a conflicted (again!T.T) in terms of how I feel about my family, cos I am thankful that they do so much for me, yet sometimes feel that they are holding me back a little. And the fact that I don't like people knowing my thought processes (dam true :O) and just want people to know what's the final decision I make.

Handwriting analysis is scary man. sia la.





Right now I'm still conflicted about it. sigh complicated. why are you so dumb