I have never put in my very best into something I did in life, probably one of many weaknesses. It's so weird, feeling like giving up so easily after facing a few difficulties. Everytime I looked at how an athlete can keep cool under such immense pressure in a game, or even if he/she lost, kept going and kept telling himself/herself that he/she was gonna win eventually. That kind of perseverance, self-motivation is something I see myself starting to lack even more and more.

Is it just fatigue? Or just that it's so easy to give up and move on? I laughed at how JW gave up so easily. I guess I'm no better, if not worse. So what if your heart hurts? You never had any right to say anything anyway.

Life's great.