Found a renewed love for running. Can't run as fast as I could in army (actually a very long way from that), but running has always given me a sense of mortality. The struggled breaths, the aching of my muscles and fogging up of my glasses is something I encounter too little nowadays. 

It reminds me to do what I need to do and want to do, instead of just wasting my time away. It reminds me that life is a struggle, but willpower will allow me to pull through. It reminds me that in this long hard slog, there are always people that will come to my mind to push me on. I might not feature on theirs, but it is from them I will draw strength from. 

More importantly though, I need to burn some calories.