It's too easy to settle into a life of mediocrity. It's just so... comfortable and worry-free. No need to fret over your performance about anything, because you are mediocre at whatever you are doing anyway.

But it isn't something I want to settle in. Is it just me, or human nature to always want more from yourself? I keep telling myself that it's time to do something productive, but I always procrastinate.

Time's running out. Need to get back into the right frame of mind for the months and years ahead in a new organisation and a new country, and above all, being out of my comfort zone.

Don't know if I will like it over there, but at 19 it's probably one of the best times to take a leap of faith, the first of many to come.